Recently

Been very busy this past few weeks. worry abt sales and everything. Wad is my mind tinking abt?? Future??? Wad I wanna achieve in future??? Been tinking all tis while. 26yrs old tis year. Not young anymore.Alot of tings came to my mind. Including one important ting. One last try which I am gonna try. If this tym fails, I will not gif it another try anymore. Tattoos Tattoos.. Wanna do my touch up. For my tattoos. Muz take more photos to upload in my blog. So late alrd. I still couldnt slp… Why??????????

Feeling

Dun feel lyk telling anyone abt wad I am tinking or wanting to say. It doesn’t matter. Nobody will understand or try to uderstand. Wad I realli wan its someone to juz lend me a listening ears. But not anyone can juz do tat. Wad I feel lyk doing, totally off my phone. Stay away from anyone to sort out my tinking. I dun feel very happy, realli dun feel any happiness at all. I dunno why. i juz feel tat way. Lots of tings came to my mind in the middle of the night. Why?? I dunno why. Juz hate tis feeling. If god given the one chance, I juz hope he would take away my memory. To start everything afresh.

I miss my grandma. You are the best in my heart. Thanks for taking good care of me when I am sick, sprain my leg, when no one cares for me, u are there. I love you.

My Baby N I

Baby n I Now….

My Baby

Me Now

Back Again

Its been very long since I’ve update my blog. Abt 9mths?? Should update my blog now and den. Change a new job. Get into IT line. Not a realli gd company but not tat bad either. Got to noe different types of ppl.Been with my gf for abt gonna 10mths. This 10mths have not been easy for us. Gt quarrels and argues also. But still we went pass that. Recently, Realli feel not very gd. Just felt tat tings are feeling very different. Not like before. Is the feelings faded away or wad. Din realli get to see you or tok  to you Wads wrong now??? Been tnking quite alot of tings. Dun feel realli gd. I just hope tings will be on the right track again. No matter wad, I will still hold on till u decided to let go. Cuz my feelings never change since the first day.

The Dayz

Thou me n my baby had onli been together for onli a few weeks, but I’ve gt tis strong feelingz tat I wont let her go. No matter wad happens. I love spending the tym wif my baby. I do treasure her. Cuz she is cute, she is hot, she is humourous n she is a very smart gal. Being wif her is very comfortable. She gt lots of rubbish tat realli cheer me up. Most of all, she gave me support wen I cant find a job during tat period of tym. Realli appreciate it. I juz hope tings will remain as it is. I will never let baby’s hands go unless she wanna let me go. Everythings are juz sweet to me now. I’m satisfied.

Recently

I miss N love my baby alotz…. For the past 2 days.. We din realli had a gd tok…. But still now tings are fine between us…  Since we said everything out yday nite… Heh heh… Started on my new job.. My colleagues are quite nice n funny… Not bad… But still I missed my ex colleagues dey alotz… Lyk jeslyn, shiyan dey all… =(

Nowadays

Haha.. Yday nite baby came over my hse to accompany me. So happy. I miss her so much. We keep disturbing each other.  Damm her. Bully me… But actualli its me who bully her. Woke up at 12plus today. Baby was the 1st one to woke up rather den me. After tat, she went to bath. Den my mum came hm. Haha.. Baby reaction was funny wen she saw my mum. Cute her. Den we went for lunch. Send baby to work den cum hm. My mum keep asking abt tings of baby. Funny mum. Overall, yday was a great nite. Thankz baby.

To: My Precious Baby,

Thou u haf to work on a new year eve nite, Its alrite. I understand. Its ok tat u mite not haf much tym for me. I understand. U haf ur frenz n work to handle. Dun worry abt my side alrite. The moment wen I noe u till now, u are lyk tat. So i dun expect anything from u. I’m alrd satisfied wif wad I haf now. Baby, U juz carry on do the tings which u tink are rite alrite. Dun worry abt me. I love u precious. Miss u loads. U are my sunshine, my onli sunshine. U make me happy wen my sky are grey.

Xmas

Yday went out wif my baby. We went for movie Bedtime Stories. The show wasnt tat gd as wad I expected. Den after the show end, we went for dinner at fish & co. Haha… I nearly died of hunger while waiting for the food. No energy to left also. Den my baby keep pissing me off. She damm bully lar. But its ok, tis is wad I lyk abt her.. Haha.. After tat, we went esplande to sit down n chat. Cuz town wwere damm crowded. We left ard 9 plus??!!! After tat, mit my frenz at PLAY. Tat nite was very crowded. Full of ppl. Even toilet haf such a lng queued. Din danced much as dere were limited space. But sky n B2 still manage to find space to dance… Haha… Left the place abt 2plus. Reach hm abt 3.. Bath alrd den chat wif baby for awhile den go n slp. Its was a fun xmas day wif my baby N my frenz.